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Wishes

2010-01-01T00:38:00.000+08:00

Happy new year to all my friends and family. May all your wishes come true. All d best. A better, greater year waiting for us ;) Life to the fullest!!!!

1 Malaysia F1 Team

2009-09-21T21:10:00.003+08:00

When I first heard of this, I felt: "Wow.. Malaysia got 1 F1 team. Should feel proud of it,"

Later, after a second thought, things came into my mind.

"Why we should have a F1 team?"

It will be funded by Malaysia government and local entrepreneurs.

Well, lets look at the annual cost of maintaining a F1 team.

RM1 Billion per year.

Cant you used it for a better purpose?

Wanna promote your so called "1 Malaysia" stupid slogan?

Seriously, I do not see the benefits of forming a F1 team.

Honda leave F1. BMW going to leave as well. You enter for what purpose? Losing?

Do we have a world standard Driver? Please don't tell me we have Alex Yoong.

If we have a world standard technology, world standard Driver, world standard team, world standard car.. We might get the world title..

Arhmm... The fact is, I do not believe that we own any of the above mentioned criteria.

What I worried is, we are promoting Malaysia.. After entering F1.. By sending a loser image to the world.

Do you feel that you can get any good place in F1? Seriously, I have no confident in it.

Please, RM1 Billion per year. You are using the tax payer money and do something that do not benefits the Malaysians at all.

Malaysia is already well known for having terrorists..

I hope good names is associated to Malaysia, but now bad names.

Please do not ruin the name of Malaysia.

If you really have that kinda money, buy Plus.

Use that RM1 billion to buy up Plus and make it free for Malaysian to use highways.

Do something benefits to Malaysian, stupid.

Improve on public transport. Improve the education system of Malaysia.

Do not simply use the tax payer money.

It is not yours. It belongs to Malaysian.

It has been 50 years. Comparing to Singapore, where are we now?

We are blessed with natural resources. But we are also blessed with a lot of corruptions.

Petronas has revenue of billions every year. Where are all these money?

Why it cannot be public listed? Because if it is public listed, the account has to be shown, as in how the money is used, which is something that is cannot be reveal till now.

People improving, how about us?

After March 8, still, you guys do not get it.

Sincerely hope that, the next election, you guys will be vanished forever.

God bless. I will exercise my voting power in the coming election. I will make a right choice.

因为“独立“二字而不承认统考资格？笑话。

2009-05-27T12:18:00.001+08:00

因为“独立”二字而不承认统考资格？你有什么资格不承认它？

假如它真的不被各国承认，那它到现在还有立足之处吗？

不承认统考，不资助独中，因为它们是独立中学。

照这样子推理，英国不应该承认STPM，因为我们是独立的国家。独立了，就不需要资助。

一派胡言。

任由人才流失外国，是国阵对马来西亚未来的重大贡献。

Stupid Dr Z is the MB

2009-05-22T16:59:00.001+08:00

WTF... They judged it based on what facts??

Duh.... Disappointed..

Now exam... Later only find out....

WTF

I am in relationship

2009-05-19T20:51:00.002+08:00

Recently not so free ar... In relationship...

with macroeconomic which will end this thursday, with finance which will end this saturday, with statistic which will end next wednesday and with marketing which will end next thursday...

Later I will dump them... wakaka... =)

The latest pendrive aka keychain aka pepper spray =)

2009-05-17T00:48:00.002+08:00

Shit will be on air evil grin

2009-05-17T00:16:00.004+08:00

Click here for more info

Are you going to finish strong? Inspiring...

2009-05-16T20:20:00.003+08:00

Some interesting pictures from oriental daily

2009-05-15T20:02:00.004+08:00

Pathetic roller coaster in Perak.
Most efficient pos system in Malaysia.
New definition of democracy.
The twins in Perak.

2009-05-15T19:40:00.002+08:00

NST Online » Frontpage

2009/05/15

"Dream on", Najib tells Pakatan Rakyat

By : Lee Ah Chai

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MANADO (INDONESIA), Fri:

PAKATAN Rakyat can keep on dreaming of a dissolution of the Perak state assembly. Prime Minister and Barisan Nasional chairman Datuk Seri Najib Razak said a dissolution was not the only way to end the political dispute there. He reminded the opposition that the ruling coalition has the majority to rule the state.

“Remember, BN was the biggest party (after the March 2008 general election) Sultan Azlan Shah agreed to appoint Nizar ( Datuk Seri Nizar Jamaluddin ) as menteri besar after the state assemblymen (from Parti Keadilan Rakyat, DAP and Pas) signed declarations that they support him (to head the state government).

“Now the three (DAP’s Hee Yit Foong, and PKR’s Jamaluddin Mohd Radzi and Mohd Osman Mohd Jailu) signed declarations to support BN (leading to the appointment of Datuk Seri Datuk Seri Dr Zambry Abdul Kadir as the new MB).

“The sultan could have (re)appointed Tajol Rosli (Datuk Seri Tajol Rosli) but based on the spirit of democracy, the ruler agreed to appoint Nizar even though Pakatan Rakyat is not a legal entity.

“PR has lost the majority…we are using the same principle… it is not undemocratic or unconstitutional (to take over the Perak state government)”, Najib said.
He said the problem in Perak arose over Pakatan Rakyat’s refusal to accept reality.

“Why did they suspend six BN reps… it is against the spirit of democracy. We have the majority in Parliament, we can also suspend 20 opposition MPs (but) we cannot do as we please.”

To a question from reporters covering his trip here to attend the Coral Triangle Initiative Summit in , Najib said the calls from within BN for a dissolution of the state assembly was merely “differences of opinion”.

“We will take it into account (but to take over the government)… is not against democratic principles.

“Changing of parties happens in other countries, too. Winston Churchill did it many times, and recently a US senator also switched from the Republican party to the Democratic party.

“And remember, who wanted to steal 31 MPs from us to take over the government on Sept 16 (last year)? The first attempt to grab power was by PR… we didn’t start it but when they fail (and we succeeded), they accused us of grabbing power.”

Najib repeated his willingness to meet with Pakatan Rakyat leaders and that there should be no pre-conditions.

We should stop dreaming. Should we? Trust me, he might do the same thing as what his father did.

PR was not an legal entity during the appointment of Nizar as MB of Perak, who was from an illegal entity. Then does it mean that Tuanku had done something illegal? I believe Tuanku would not do that. (actually I doubt that as well, from the recent appointment of Mr Z as MB. People will not know the truth. For me, it was a manipulation in politics)

PR started the grab of MPs? But they failed, so BN can do that now. So the grab of MPs is acceptable in BN point of view, am I right? This means that it is ok to grab MPs actually.

But I have something in mind. The three frog, two of them are suspects of involving in corruption. Why they are not sued by government? What is our anti corruption body doing?
BN still take them as their supporters... Hmm... How come?? I wonder....

妙哉也！我们的首相是太极高手

2009-05-14T16:55:00.003+08:00

我们的首相是太极高手。

发动了惊天动地的霹雳变天，现在他说解散州议会是苏丹的权利。

发动了惊天动地的霹雳变天，现在他说下一步要怎样走，由赞比里决定。

把责任避得一干二净。

赞比里，可怜你当了代罪羔羊，这个硬骨头，难入口吧！

有一天，我想我们都应该向我们的首相学习太极。

我们的首相，一次学费多少？

A proof of double standard

2009-05-14T15:01:00.003+08:00

Mr Z submit application to appeal court and in the late evening, he got it. Congratulations!!!

Nizar submit application to appeal court. Sorry, we will only hear your application next monday. Be early next monday, okie? Do not ask why we hear your application so late... Simply because you are not from BN.

Well done our courts in Malaysia.

Mr M, do not assume you know perak people well.. we want DUN to be dissolved.

2009-05-14T14:19:00.004+08:00

以民联稳胜为由反对霹州重选
马哈迪建议开州议会罢黜尼查

5月14日下午1点15分

退而不休的前首相马哈迪今日为化解霹雳政局风波对国阵“下指导棋”，他认为，霹雳州不必重新举行选举，而是应该召开州议会对民联大臣尼查投下不信任票。

他表示，召开州选举不但浪费公款，而且民联也是稳操胜券。

因此，他建议国阵召开霹雳州议会，以便对尼查投下不信任票，让国阵顺理成章成为合法政府。

马哈迪今早在赛城举行新闻发布会时，这么表示。

“我想反对党.....噢，不是反对党......我想民联将会胜出。那么何必要举行选举呢？我们已经选举过了。”

声称人民已经厌倦选举

询及为何认为民联稳胜时，马哈迪回答说，“这只是我的感觉，我没有进行过民调。这是我在武吉干当（补选），以及跟人们谈话时得到的感受”。

他说，重新举行选举不但浪费公款，而且人民也已对选举感到厌倦。

“选民早前已经做出选择，只不过是他们选出了一些跳槽者。这有何办法？”

拒答议长遭驱逐的问题

然而，马哈迪拒绝回应，民联议长西华古玛遭人强硬赶出议会厅，以及国阵委任甘尼申为新任议长是否合法。

“我保留我的意见，以示尊敬法庭。”

“人民的记忆是短暂的”

不过，针对首相纳吉愿意与民联会面解决霹雳州危机时，马哈迪表示欢迎。

“我们不好让全世界看到我们每天都在换州务大臣。当法庭裁决你不再是大臣，但是在隔天却被批准暂缓执行。”

询及当前霹雳州乱局是否会影响国阵未来大选的胜望时，马哈迪回应说，“我想人民的记忆力是短暂的”。

I am glad you know PR sure win if DUN Perak is dissolved. But do not think that Perak people do not want another election. Do not simply assume after chatting with Bukit Gantang citizens. I doubt the truth of your statement as well.

Election is a waste of money? I think better to let Perak run by PR than others. The facts are not need to be mentioned here. Compare to other personal benefits gained, the money of another election is just a small portion.

According to what I learnt in Pengajian Am, there are certain limit of money can be used in an election. Do not worry Tun, that is not your money. That is still perak citizens money and I believe we are willing to pay for it.

Why don't you have a survey among Perak citizens and ask their opinions whether another election should be carried out? Remember to ask those who were caught when they were yumchaing in the mamak during the day of assembly, remember to ask those citizens who prefer to wear black shirt to work but got caught for no reason, remember to ask them who got caught without any reasons. Simply the credibility of BN had dropped substantially and dramatically. Go ask Perak citizens.

I still respect Nizar is the rightful MB, and I believe same goes to many Perakians. Why you do not response when asked about the speaker who dragged out by someone else rudely? If you are so right, response.

For me, you are not speaking for the right thing. You are not speaking the truth. Everything done by PR are faults. Everything done by BN are good and rightful things. You said we have to respect what the court decided, on the other hand, appeal was submitted. Crap you are talking!

Yup. Peoples' memory are short. I totally agree with you. But do you think we will forget what BN done? The world todays had changed. We have what we called internet. Even through the media did not broadcast how our speaker was dragged rudely out of the assembly hall, but the youngster know it! Simply people are not that stupid anymore. I am from Perak. Why Kampung Simee and Pasir Puteh are not well-developed? Simply because since long long time ago, the people choose opposition as their representative, but not BN candidate. It is unfair. Can you say no about this? Can you prove that what I said is wrong?

One last thing, BN is never the rightful government in Perak. This is the decision made by people in the last general election! Due to certain frogs, you all only have the chance to claim that BN is the rightful government. It is a typical speculation and manipulation in politics. Sorry. For me, BN is not the rightful government in Perak. In federal government, yes I admit that BN is the government. But, I doubt that in the coming future.

I am still a small little boy you know, if anything I said is wrong, correct and convince me that I am wrong. Or I should not said this because, simply we do not enjoy the right to speech?

Now only review? How many times you promised you will review?

2009-05-14T07:58:00.004+08:00

"The Government will review the selection criteria for Public Services Department scholarships, said MCA president Datuk Seri Ong Tee Keat.

He said a meeting would be held among Barisan Nasional component party leaders, the PSD director-general and the Chief Secretary to the Government today.

They will discuss the matter and reconsider rejected cases.

“All four MCA ministers had met with Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak to discuss the cases highlighted to us regarding the selection of PSD scholarship recipients.

“The same issue was also brought up at the Cabinet meeting. The Prime Minister has agreed to review the criteria,” he told a press conference here yesterday. "

This problem is not a new issue. It has been continue for such a long long long time. Why only now you say you wanna review it???

The ignorance to peoples' dissatisfaction, for long long long time. As I said in the earlier post, simply we are not recognized. Ever wonder why no Malays claiming that they cannot get JPA scholarship after getting good results?

Haha... Simply do not understand...

Racist policies killed Malaysia!

2009-05-14T07:22:00.005+08:00

After these few days of exposure to chaotic situation in assembly of Perak, suddenly I pop up with this thinking.

I wonder how the situation in Malaysia which is consists of multi-racial during 1957... Did different races fight with each others? Did different races knew each others? Did different races understood each others? Caring, tolerating each others, peaceful.... I hope these words could describe the situation in Malaya that time.

But after years of independence, I doubt do we achieve what I hope for...

Malaysia is a unique country. Tun Mahathir said, it is hard to be that peaceful in Malaysia, a multi-racial country. Even foreign countries wonder how we manage to do that, want to learn from us.

I do love Malaysia, seriously. But simply I do not like certain biases policies.

Last few months, I asked a friend of mine in UM, asking how's the Malays' mentality in UM. I feel pathetic after listening to what she said. She said, " the Malays here simply do not understand why chineses are fighting so much to enter university. Why study so hard in STPM? Why chinese do not just enter MATRIKULASI?"

I do not wish to blame Malays for this kind of mentality. Since we are young, we are being divided and conquered. The reason is as simple as that. I am glad I am in MMU. The Malays' mentality here is different. I do not know the reason, but simply it is different. Maybe because here we are more expose to the internet and we know more.

Without the mutual understanding, how we gonna achieve unity among Malaysian? Racist issue always played in controlling Malays by government. The facts to support this statement? FInd out in internet. One of it is May 13 incident. Double standard always practised in running government. 1 Malaysia is simply a slogan, which is used to increase the popularity of certain people. I doubt it can be carried out in a fair platform. Do we really enter an era which all three main races are treated fairly? I doubt that.

After the released of successful applicants of JPA scholarships, I felt disappointed again. Few CHINESE students who score straight A are not granted for the scholarship. What our minister promises us previously? ALL students with excellent result can get the scholarship. It is a hope for student, but simply ruined by the mechanism of picking the candidates. Until now, no one really know how the selections were done. Simply no transparency. Last things these chinese talents can do is, apply for foreign countries scholarships.

Do not blame those who going to Singapore to study, going foregin countries and not coming back to Malaysia. Do not blame them. For your information, the top 10 in my class during STPM, all went to Singapore to further their studies, except me. Brain Drain to Singapore.

Why this happen? Talents are not recognized in Malaysia. I should say, non-Malays talents. Thess incidents have been playing for a long long long time. Maybe this is only the small part where showed us government do not appreaciate us. Maybe govetrnment does appreciate us. Prove to me!!!

Malaysia is a unique country. I love being here. Full of natural resources, away of natural disasters. Consists of multi-racial people, friendly... These are the reasons I like Malaysia. But, I simply do not like those biases policies implemented. Scrap them off.

If I am detained by posting this, I wish to say, we do not have the speech freedom in Malaysia. All sayings which oppose the government are illegal. In a democratic country, this is our human right. Can you imagine this??

Haha.. But I doubt I will be detained. Simply because I am just a normal undergraduate, who are not influencial and powerful.

Disappointed..... Black Malaysia...

Correct me if I am wrong.

Who to vote in coming GE?

2009-05-09T10:53:00.001+08:00

Who to vote in coming GE?

This group is created in FB. Feel free to join. Thank you.

507 Perak crisis II

2009-05-08T13:41:00.005+08:00

Poor speaker being drag like this. NO respect to constitution.. haiz..

507 Perak Crisis

2009-05-08T00:32:00.005+08:00

Disappointed with the ways BN treating speakers, PR assemblyman and innocent citizens. Disappointed with the police which are work under BN and being puppets. WTF!!! FRU is used to face the citizens!!! Citizens are not terrorists. Feel heartache when I saw the video. Hopefully, in the new future, BN will lose all the state, once and forever. Feel I am helpless, as Perakian. I am 21 and I will be voting in the coming election. God bless, next election will put an end to BN coalition. It is too much. Hopefully, this chaotic condition can continue until the next election. People will have a fresh memory on what BN did. Feeling vomit when Zambry said PR is the one who violate the constitution. Haih.. Helpless helpless...

蔡依林非卖品

2009-04-23T18:32:00.008+08:00

不知道为什么，每次听这首歌就有一种很想听下去的感觉。以前种种的悲哀慢慢浮现出来。真的真的牵动着我的情绪。

当时怎么爱上你的
朋友说的我微笑听着
爱情的剧本原来就没规则
现在变不重要了结局揭晓了
后来当朋友你我也只是说说

训练成好演员的我
说不遗憾是骗人的
那些爱与不爱还在整理着
我明白的只是谁来导演呢
勇敢是你教的
眼泪是我的快乐都假的

我想找个答案
如果爱被出卖到最后非卖品有什么剩下
太好强又太傻受了伤
当赠品留下包装的坚强
笑的那么自然悲伤也放进橱窗

爱没有答案
再倔强再不放到最后被看穿一个人逞强
说不恨是骗人
我不再隐瞒爱的伤痕
不舍转过身不必回头的承认
非卖品是爱最美的灵魂

训练成好演员的我
说不遗憾是骗人的
那些爱与不爱还在整理着
我明白的只是谁来导演呢
勇敢是你教的
眼泪是我的快乐都假的

我想找个答案
如果爱被出卖到最后非卖品有什么剩下
太好强又太傻受了伤
当赠品留下包装的坚强
笑的那么自然悲伤也放进橱窗

爱没有答案
再倔强再不放到最后被看穿一个人逞强
说不恨是骗人
我不再隐瞒爱的伤痕
不舍转过身不必回头的承认
非卖品是爱最美的灵魂

My wish

2009-04-23T17:42:00.003+08:00

I wish I can get the scholarship!

I wish I can form a club because of a purpose, not forming a club because of forming a club.

I wish I can be a quant and practitioner in psychology.

I wish I can do the things I enjoy and like.

I wish I can free myself from all sorts of miseries.

I wish I can be myself.

I wish I can clear of my future undertakings.

I wish I can know what am I feeling right now.

I wish I can.

I wish.

Me, please fulfill my wishes.

每一个女孩的身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友...

2009-04-18T10:48:00.005+08:00

但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。
也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。

也许你们相遇太早，
还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚，
你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟，
对方已不再等待

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，
而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困难时，
你会尽你所能的帮他，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，
你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心他，
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做他的朋友，
彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，
你还是知道，
他永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友，
当他那个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，
都因为一厢情愿，
最后连朋友都当不成了

常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，
要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，
你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好.

希望你们能珍惜身边的人，

可能在这一刻你们不觉得他/她是你生命中最重要的人...

一旦他/她已离你身边而去时，才发觉...

一切都太迟了....

Career Fair 31 March till 2 April

2009-04-04T22:58:00.003+08:00

It was a hard time for me, especially in preparation. Since I was in-charged of technical stuff, in these three days, I was needed to wake up early.. Gosh!!! First day, slept for 5 hours, second day, slept for 4 hours and last day, slept for 3 hours... Really can die... Work from morning till the night.. Especially the 1st day, not even took a nap... The last day post mortum.. Haha.. The longest post mortum I ever attend. From 5pm to 10pm. 5 hours straight... After career fair, still have two midterm which were on this morning. Luckily the paper not so tricky.. Swt..

Well, the above were my complaints... But overally, I am very very happy, even though work like hell.. I like to deal with Matthew, my director for my division.. I like to deal with Ewen also.. He was the director for sponsorship, publicity and PR. They are nice..

After career fair, I was like.. When I can cooperate and work together with them again??? In university, this is the first time I feel the happiness of working on an event with other people. It is a good experience for me.. At least, I gain the experience in technical stuff, know a lot of abang abang from FMD, NTU, security, BU, and RU. Nice to deal with them oso..

Lastly, I had a chat with basis bay officer during the event. What they told me was, actually, what the companies demand on fresh graduate is not solely on result. Result is just a ticket for them to shortlist us. Try to get at least 2nd upper then ok already. Even though you score 4.00, it will be just a jackpot. Thats all. The most important thing is the soft skills - able to communicate, able to work together with others, able to present your ideas well.

Well, for those students who always study only, take this advice, try to involve in events or coco.. It will benefit you.. Slowly, you will find your team of frenz which can work together.. Just like who I found in career fair and src.. Thanks you guys... and of course girls.. ^^

Scholarship Fever!!!

2009-04-04T22:44:00.001+08:00

Pls pass around for our children, students/friends' children, nephews/ nieces, etc.

MARA Scholarship Programs

http://www.mara.gov.my/english/division/BPP/default.htm

Yayasan Proton Scholarship
http://www.malaysia-scholarship.com/yproton.html

PTPTN Education Loan
http://ptptn.gov.my/

The Star Education Fund
http://thestar.com.my/edufund

Astro Scholarship Award
http://www.astro.com.my/v5/astrolife/scholarship/

PETRONAS Education Scholarship Programs
http://esu-spmtrial.petronas.com.my/

2007 MNRB Scholarship Fund
http://www.mnrb.com.my/

OCBC Bank Scholarship
http://www.ocbc.com.my/global/aboutOCBC/Gco_Abt_Community.shtm

Bank Negara Scholarship
http://www.bnm.gov.my/

ABM 50th Merdeka Scholarship
http://www.abm.org.my/

Curtin Sarawak Scholarship
http://www.curtin.edu.my/

The University of Nottingham Malaysia Campus High Achievers Scholarships
http://www.nottingham.edu.my/students/MISC/High%20Achievers%20Scholarship%202006-July06.pdf

HELP University College
http://www.help.edu.my/scholarships/index.php

Adelaide Achiever Scholarships International (AASI)
http://www.international.adelaide..edu.au/future/scholarships/ug/

Curtin University of Technology Scholarship
http://www.emaac.org/

Charles Darwin University Scholarship
http://www.malaysia-scholarship.com/www.cdu.edu.au/engineering/scholarships_ug_int_eng.htm

Kolej Disted-Stamford Degree Scholarships
http://www.disted.edu.my/

Leeds University Scholarships
http://scholarships.leeds.ac.uk/

Loughborough University Human Science Scholarships
http://www.lboro.ac.uk/

MAAC Scholarship - La Trobe University 2006
http://www.latrobe.edu.au/international/courses/ug.html

NUS / Asean Undergraduate Scholarship
http://www.nus.edu.sg/admissions/undergrad/scholarship/nus_asean.htm

UCL Pathfinder Scholarships
http://www.ucl.ac.uk/

University of Sheffield Scholarship
http://www.shef.ac.uk/malaysia/entry.html

UTAR Scholarships
http://www.utar.edu.my/

Nanyang Technological University Scholarship
http://www.ntu.edu.sg/oad/scholarships/nanyang.htm

Tasmanian International Scholarships
http://www.international.utas.edu.au/documents/internationalApplication.pdf

University of Malaya Fellowship Scheme
http://ips.um.edu.my/

Universiti Malaysia Sarawak Scholarship
http://www.unimas.my/

King Abdullah University of Science and Technology (KAUST Discovery Scholarship)
http://apply.embark.com/kaust/discovery/

Universiti Malaysia Sabah Scholarship
http://www.ums.edu.my/pasca

Earth Hour

2009-03-28T21:59:00.002+08:00

I wonder how effective is the earth hour campaign. Environmentalist, correct me if I am wrong ^^

It is not continuous. Turn off the light for one hour, in global, the effect might be very good to our environment. In what sense? I really dunno, but I assume it does benefit our earth. The trick is, it is not continuous. After we turn off the light for one hour, we turn on the light for 6 hours when we sleep. So what makes the differences? Sometime, in the daytime, I still see the street lights are still on. So does this way really can save the world in long term? I wonder.

I care for environment in other ways. I do not take the plastic bag when I take away food whenever it is possible (for example, in hostel, the canteen just below the hostel. So when I take away the food, I do not ask for plastic bag.) I do not take the plastic fork and spoon whenever it is possible (I have my own metal spoon in my room).

I scolded my sister when she did not turn off the television when she no longer watch it. Well, I always mean to my sister.. Haha.. But I will not hurt them, do not worry ^^

When I feel wanna listen to songs before I sleep, I set the timer in my computer. I will automatically turn off in about 30 minutes or 1 hour.

These are some of my own ways to contributed a bit to the welfare of environment. Besides that, we can use energy saving light.

Try to practice some ways which are continuous.

Do we have future staying in Malaysia?

2009-03-24T08:16:00.003+08:00

Recent incidents caused me to feel doubt whether am I have future staying in Malaysia. Bias, corruptions, inhumanities, racist.. I have tons of bad words to describe them but no good words to describe them. I love Malaysia but I do NOT like certain leaders of Malaysia. They are leading us to disasters. Lets see how they treat the people. Lets see what will be happen in the near future. I sincerely hope that they will lose ALL of the by-election in the near future. Lose ALL. We shall wait for the next general election and you they will be eliminated from becoming Malaysia leader forever.

2009-03-24T08:08:00.006+08:00

武吉士南卯补选尚未开战先酿冲突
警以催泪弹镇压安华讲座逮捕多人

3月24日 1点28分

吉打武吉士南卯补选未正式开打，但警民已爆发冲突。警方昨晚以催泪弹和水炮强硬中断民联领袖安华在武吉士南卯的讲座，同时逮捕多人。

根据目击者说法，当安华上台演讲不久后，警方就向出席讲座的5000名群众发射催泪弹，以及掺有化学物质的水炮。

这场讲座是昨晚9点半假武吉士南卯公正党竞选总部附近的操场举行，包括安华在内的民联重要领袖都出席发表演说。

安华上台演讲不到一分钟

公正党武吉士南卯竞选主任赛夫义占（Saiful Izham）指出，“经过10分钟的介绍后，安华上台，可是他才开始演讲不到一分钟，警方便发射催泪弹，并且向民众发射水炮”。

也是公正党最高理事的赛夫表示，在警方行动之前，他们并没有发出任何警告。民众随后被迫解散，但至少有19人被捕。

“我见到，单单在一辆警察罗里上，就关着19个人。”

赛夫估计，当时警方在现场至少部署了200名镇暴队员、两辆水炮车，以及5辆警察罗里。

根据《马来西亚内幕者》报道，现场公正党工作人员估计，警方共逮捕了大约50人。

安华撤退行动室关上大门

赛夫指出，警方催泪弹发射后，现场民众立即陷入一片混乱，而安华也在保镖的护卫下，立即撤退到公正党行动室，其助手也马上关闭大门。

他更控诉，警方曾一度企图“破门”，但他们最终却放弃这样的行动。安华之后安然无恙地从行动室离开。

此外，赛夫透露警察现场发射了大约20到30发的催泪弹。那些遭警方逮捕的民众后来被带往瓜拉姆达（Kuala Muda）的警察总部。

民众被迫逃往临近住宅区

另一方面，民联雪州行政议员塞维尔（Xavier Jeyakumar，左图）向《马来西亚内幕者》表示，遭逮捕的人士包括吉打公正党主席赞里尤索夫（Zamri Yusuf），以及安华的幕僚长依布拉欣耶谷（Ibrahim Yaacob）。

他也说明，在警方发射催泪弹和追赶的情况下，数千名群众逃逸到邻近的住宅区避难。

“镇暴队用水炮和催泪带来对付5000名前来聆听安华演讲的民众，这让我感到非常的愤怒。”

警方拆除讲台并没收音响

塞维尔也指出，许多民众从背部遭袭击而受伤。警方也拆除帐篷和讲台，同时没收所有的音响器材。

《马来西亚内幕者》表示，吉打州务大臣阿兹占和公正党候选人马尼古玛的助理也同样被警方逮捕。

随着朝野宣布各自候选人之后，武吉士南卯选情逐渐升温。这项补选被视为是民联吉打州政权保卫战的前哨战。

人民公正党实权领袖安华在本月20日宣布委派马尼古玛（S Manikumar）出阵守土。而国阵则在较早的14日，由副首相纳吉宣布国大党的吉打州署理主席卡尼申（S.Ganesan）披甲上阵。

选举委员会是在2月13日宣布，武吉士南卯州议席提名日落在3月29日，投票日是4月7日，竞选期共长达9天。它将与霹雳武吉干当州议席和砂拉越巴当艾州议席同步举行补选。

Wtf... This is how the people are treated by our leaders in this country. I wonder how our life would be after the transition of power. God bless the day where these leaders will lose their power come soon... People is suffering!!! Dirty politicians!!!

2009-03-23T09:43:00.004+08:00

Perkasa warns non-Malays to behave

By Shannon Teoh

KUALA LUMPUR, March 22 - Malay right-wing group Pertubuhan Pribumi Perkasa today threatened that it would react to the actions of those who chose to question Malay supremacy.

President Datuk Ibrahim Ali said that for the sake of "the country, race and religion, I am willing to be detained under the Internal Security Act" should Malay rights be challenged.

The Malay nationalist politician warned non-Malays to behave, if not then Malays would repay in kind.

"If they are polite, we will be polite. But if they are not, neither will we. If they are kurang ajar (ill-mannered), we too can be kurang ajar," said the Pasir Mas MP to cheers from the thousand-strong crowd.

Ibrahim as president of Perkasa had last year also called on other races to adapt to the local culture of Malays as they have already been given many rights and freedoms in this country.

Today, he added that those who questioned the issue of the special position of Malays were not acting in the name of justice.

"The truth is that justice has not yet come to Bumiputeras who have spent centuries being oppressed by colonial masters," he said.

The former Umno leader said that in the past, Malays had been reasonable with the colonial masters but that they would not tolerate "our heads being stepped on."

"We will not tolerate Bumiputeras losing face or our honour. Especially Malays and Islam, do not ever try to play around with these," he threatened.

(from: The Malaysian Insider)

I wonder who are the one who always play with race issue?

Who are the one who raise the malay traditional sword?

What is the purpose of raising it?

I wonder how Malaysia will looks like without chinese and indian?

We are Malaysian, we hold Mykad.

Who gave you guys the power to say chinese and indian are migrated from other countries and not a part of Malaysia?

Malaysia is sick. Seriously Malaysia is sick. I love Malaysia, but I do not like the politics in Malaysia. For me, it is the dirtiest.

I wonder when this will end...

Comparing Malaysia and Singapore, we have similar history, but what makes the difference between us now?

I suppose it is the quality of management.

轰纳吉“以牙还牙”论混淆视听公正党辩称916变天公开合法~当今大马

2009-02-08T22:43:00.003+08:00

副首相纳吉昨日辩护国阵透过拉拢民联议员跳槽的方式，来夺取霹雳州政权是正当的做法，因为民联也奉行相同“挖角”理念，国阵仅是“以彼之道，还治彼身”的说法，已经招致公正党的大力驳斥。公正党辩称916变天是公开、没涉及金钱交易以及符合宪法程序。

人民公正党全国宣传主任蔡添强严厉谴责副首相纳吉的“以牙还牙”论，是在抹黑民联领导，也在混淆民众视听。

蔡添强指出，挖角夺权没有错，但是违反宪法原则挖角夺权就是错，不合法手段换来的不合法政权更是大错特错，人民最终将会唾弃这种流氓政府。

民联提不信任动议遭驳回

他今天发表文告指出，民联916变天计划，要求的是合法及和平的政权转移，即在国会提出对首相不信任动议，通过对首相投不信任票，再觐见最高元首证明已获得大多数国会议员支持，寻求恩准成立新政府。

“民联依据国家宪法规定的合法程序进行变天计划，结果却发生：国会议长驳回民联对首相的不信任动议，首相不愿接见民联领导商讨国家经济与发展问题，国阵议员集体匆忙离国赴台湾，这些都是弱者怕输的表现。”

“而在霹雳州夺权事件中，人民看得很清楚，国阵是以利诱威逼的手段来拉拢议员跳槽，通过操纵选举委员会和统治者来完成夺权计划，国阵完全不敢在州议会提出对州务大臣不信任动议，或要求解散州议会重选。”

国阵不敢开州议会提动议

他强调，霹雳州宪法第16（6）条款阐明，州务大臣只能在三个情况下辞职：解散州议会、在州议会对州务大臣投不信任票、自愿辞职。

“既然民联州务大臣莫哈末尼查已表明不会辞职，也愿意召开州议会让议员表决，国阵议员大可通过州议会推翻民联政府，否则他们将沦为不合法的流氓政府。”

蔡添强重申，霹雳州夺权事件是一个宪法危机，民联秉持维护国家宪法的原则，将不会轻易放弃人民的权利，继续争取还政予民。

民联跳槽与国阵本质不同

另一方面，公正党全国副主席李文材医生则谴责纳吉在以不正当手段夺取霹雳政权后，企图转移视线误导群众，将责任推卸给民联。

他说，民联所主张的跳槽与国阵本质上完全不同。首先，民联所提出的跳槽呼吁是公开的，而且不涉及任何幕后的金钱交易。

“我们公开鼓励国阵议员跳槽，目的是为国家和人民带来政治和经济方面的改革，而非如国阵为了掌权以自肥及喂养朋党。”

另外，民联也对于跳槽议员设下标准，即必须认同及接纳民联所推崇的理念，包括主张废除新经济政策、废除恶法内安法令、谴责巫统种族主义等政策。

滥用政府机关策划霹政变

也是务边区国会议员的李文材，也谴责纳吉多次滥用政府单位，行使其霸权的政治目的，以策动此次的霹雳州政变。

“政府单位如选举委员会、警察、镇暴队等都没有扮演中立的角色，反而偏帮巫统国阵；这才是纳吉一定要须向人民交代的。”

李文材批评巫统国阵在这次夺取霹雳州政权的事件里，根本没有面对群众的勇气，他再次强调人民的要求已经非常明确，即立刻解散州议会，重新进行霹雳州选举。

“我们应该将决定权再次回归人民手中，由人民决定霹雳州的未来。”

李文材挑战较早前宣布成为独立人士并支持国阵成立新州政府的三位霹雳州议员向人民交代跳槽的理由，以让人民检验有关倒戈决定是否涉及任何关乎公众利益的考量。反之，就证明了三人的行动只是为了助长巫统国阵的霸权歪风而已。

ps: 我个人觉得这文章是对的。区别在于公开与暗中进行的夺权计划。

您就是亿万富翁

2009-01-09T21:05:00.001+08:00

有一位生活在费城的年轻人，整天唉声叹气，愁眉不展，逢人便吐苦水：“我实在是太不行啦！父母没有给我留下遗产，我没有别墅，没有小气车，甚至连到海边渡一次假的钱都没有。”
一位老者对年轻人说：“我有办法让你变得很有钱，但你必须用你所拥有的东西来交换。你愿意吗？

年轻人高兴的说：“我有什么东西值钱的吗？如果有，你要什么我都愿意，只要你能让我成为富翁。

“我以50万买你的一只手，你愿意吗？”

“啊？一只手？我舍不得手。我不愿意！”青年人毫不犹豫的拒绝了。

“那么，我用100万买你的一条腿，可以吗？”年轻人又坚决地摇了摇头。

“两只眼睛呢？1000万？”年轻人恐怖的摇头。

“不然我以一亿的价格向你收购你的两粒眼睛，两只手和两条腿，好吗？”

年轻人不经思索断然拒绝了。

老者笑说：“你看，你现在至少已经拥有了一亿了，只是暂时还不想要这笔钱罢了。年轻人，一个有手，有脚，有眼睛的人还怕没有钱吗？实际上，凭你所有的一切，你已经就是一位亿万富翁了。所以一定要看重这些无价的宝物，让它产生有利于自己，家人，社会，国家甚至人类有益的事。为自己造就浩大的人生价值和意义。不要因为任何的挫折，打击，消极或暂时的不顺心，而把这一切给看轻和随意伤害自己的身体。这是愚蠢的，必吃大亏的，终会后悔的。”

*要懂得珍惜眼前所拥有的，不要只是一值追求那没有的

from:KClau.com

十句

2009-01-03T18:51:00.002+08:00

第一句

　　如果我们之间有1000步的距离
　　
　　你只要跨出第1步
　　
　　我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
　　
　　第二句
　　
　　通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
　　
　　才是真正爱你的人
　　
　　第三句
　　
　　付出真心　才会得到真心
　　
　　却也可能伤得彻底
　　
　　保持距离　就能保护自己
　　
　　却也注定永远寂寞
　　
　　第四句
　　
　　有时候　不是对方不在乎你
　　
　　而是你把对方看得太重
　　
　　第五句
　　
　　朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人
　　
　　第六句
　　
　　就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie
　　
　　第七句
　　
　　真正的好朋友
　　
　　并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
　　
　　而是在一起　就算不说话
　　
　　也不会感到尴尬
　　
　　第八句
　　
　　没有一百分的另一半
　　
　　只有五十分的两个人
　　
　　第九句
　　
　　为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人
　　
　　为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友
　　
　　为你的难过而难过的
　　
　　就是那些　该放进心里的人
　　
　　第十句
　　
　　冷漠　有时候并不是无情
　　
　　只是一种避免被伤害的工具

这十句话很有深度，很有意思。
认真去思考，你会得到意想不到的收获。

alone

2009-01-03T00:42:00.005+08:00

Is alone good or bad?

What will you do when you are alone?

How would you feel when you are alone?

Try to gimme some comments..

Thx in advance. =)

I am in the process of knowing more about myself

new year wish

2009-01-01T02:22:00.006+08:00

2009 is at your doorstep
Remember
life is short
break the rules
forgive and forget quickly
love truthly
laugh uncontrollably
and
never regret anything that make you smile
happy new year
and
have a wonderful year ahead

from: Fiona Lee

:戴爱玲对的人

2008-12-31T22:38:00.002+08:00

你问在我心中是否还苦恼
那次受伤否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照我一切都好
一个人不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现在眼角
那次流过的泪让我学习到
如何祝福如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要是一种对照
爱虽然很美妙却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现
能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候我就算已经准备好
放手去爱海阔天高
喔--- 耶----
爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现
爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现

~that thing you do~

2008-12-31T22:35:00.003+08:00

you doing that thing you do
breaking my heart into a million pieces like you always do
and you don't mean to be cruel
you never even knew about the heartache
I've been going through
well I try and try to forget you girl
but it's just so hard to do
every time you do that thing you do
I know all the games you play
and I'm gonna find a way to let you know that you'll be mine someday
cause we could be happy can't you see
if you'd only let me be the one to hold you
and keep you here with me
cause I try and try to forget you girl
but it's just so hard to do
every time you do that thing you do
I don't ask a lot girl
but I know one thing's for sure
it's the love I haven't got girl
and I just can't take it anymore

cause we could be happy can't you see
if you'd only let me be the one to hold you and keep you here with me
cause it hurts me so just to see you go
around with someone new
and if I know you you're doing that thing
every day just doing that thing
I can't take you doing that thing you do

我不知道3

2008-12-31T22:08:00.004+08:00

爱，不要勇敢说出口。

这不代表爱，不要说出口。爱不说出口，你心爱的人又怎么会知道呢？

两段的失败，让我了解，为了保护双方，在说出口之前，我应该先探讨，对方是否对我也有同样的感觉。

两段的失败，都是我在单恋。说了出口，被拒绝了，最后影响了之间的感情，变得比之前糟糕。

我对感情执著，我爱上了，很难回头。问题不在对方，在于我身上。应该调整的是我。拒绝是对方的权利。我太感性了吧！但我不性感！

时间治疗一切。胡思乱想复杂一切。只好把自己淹没在工作上，逼自己忘记。我不想回到以前，三个月不讲话的日子。我不喜欢孤单，但很多时候，我自己的性格让我孤独，寂寞。

如果引起了任何误会，我深切的，在这，和你说声抱歉。错的都是我，抱歉。

我庆幸这一生，认识了你。我们也曾经共度过美好的时光。在我脑子里了，它们会是陪伴我成长的回忆，美丽的，甜甜的回忆。~我爱过的朋友。

简直就是神啦！

2008-12-28T21:54:00.001+08:00

一、朋友多 & 孤独

“有很多的朋友，可是“看似朋友很多，知心的却没有几个。”——这句话很深刻的形容了双子。

双子很能说话，他们跟别人可以天南地北的聊，可以聊得很八卦，也会聊一些很严肃的话题，比如今天又有某个明星怎样怎样了；隔壁班有多少美女帅哥；今年服饰的流行趋势之类的…… 可是注意了，他们都只是跟你聊一些不关自己的事——随便他们跟你说些什么，可是跟自己有关的都只是些皮毛而已。关于自己的事，他们几乎是不说的，就算说，也是说一些跟自己无关痛痒的事。当你想更进一步的了解双子，他们便会很自然的把话题给扯开。

双子很自信，同时他们又很没有安全感。这是双子特有的矛盾。他们喜欢把自己重重包围住，不让自己暴露——对于双子来说，如果在一个还不了解的人面前把自己暴露了，就等于让别人抓住了自己的把柄，这样就失去了一定的优势。

当双子感到独孤悲伤时，只会一个人躲在房间里哭，或一个人郁闷着。双子也很怕被伤害，很多时候宁愿自己承受一切也不愿被别人抓住自己的把柄。所以，久而久之也就养成了习惯。

双子基本上也是个很痛苦的人。表面上总是很有活力，很快乐的样子，可是没人的时候他们又总是很忧伤。双子总会被一种莫名的悲伤笼罩，但他们不会让别人发现。他们怕被伤害，也怕被别人抛弃，只能自己硬挺着一切。所以双子很神经质、精神脆弱、容易人格分裂，因为承受了太多的东西。

一般来说双子的孩子都很早熟。他们对很多的东西都在乎得要命，可是表面上就是看起来什么都不在乎。双子并不是故意要掩饰自己——上面说过，这已经是一种习惯了。可是在外人看来，他们便成了虚伪的人。

二、花心 & 冷酷无情

双子是被众人所公认的最花心、最冷酷无情的星座。其实对于双子的花心，真的不想再说些什么了，解释得太多，累了，也没耐心了。

可是说起双子，就不得不提感情。双子这一生，似乎注定被感情牵绊，跟爱情纠缠一世。

很多人说双子并不花心，只是博爱，所以才会有那么好的人缘。忘了在哪里看见了这样的一句话：双子最大的悲哀在于有两个人的思想，却只有一个人的身体。双子有爱自己所爱的人的权利，也有保护彼此所爱的人的义务，双子只剩下一个时，爱也就只剩下义务了。我想用一句话给双子的花心做个总结：花心的极端就是痴心的可怕。该懂的人应该会懂。

至于冷酷无情真的不知道该从何说起……其实双子是最平和的星座，可以不发生的冲突，都会尽量避免。双子也很少跟人吵架，他们讨厌吵架，若是因为一些生活上的琐碎小事吵架，那么双子就在吵完的那一刻就会把这件事给忘了。

倘若双子真的跟你翻脸，除非是你的所作所为或所说的话让双子实在不能再忍受。这时他们会很鄙视的看你一眼，然后头也不回地走掉——有时甚至会不给你留面子地离开。那时恐怕你一辈子也别想再和他们和好——就算有的双子碍于面子与你再成为朋友，但是他们对你已经鄙视到了极点，只不过维持着这一层不得不维持的“朋友”关系而已。

三、完美 & 简单

双子总是在追求着完美。当他们在某一时刻的做法起了争议时，虽然当时内心很跃然，可事后会不断的反思，直到心里想出完美的解决方法后才肯让自己休息。

双子也总是喜欢去做一些别人不会、不敢去做的事，他们并不是想显示自己或怎样，或许只是因为好玩。

双子的想法通常是很简单很单纯的。当他们做了某件事之后，人们就会认为他们就是那个样子了…… 双子会很潇洒的说不被人了解很好，也懒得去解释——因为就算解释也不一定有人会了解，可是内心却非常希望别人能够支持。

双子的内心极端的敏感，即便是过了很久，也会记得别人的一句话或一个眼神，因为他们时刻在检讨自己，时刻在追求自身的完美。

在面对这个与自己的理想不相符的世界时，双子有太多的无奈，所以他们也总是在逃避。用逃避来面对事情，似乎也成为了双子的又一个习惯。不到紧要关头，绝对不会放下自尊。即使在喜欢的人面前，他们也表现得默然，因为他们不知如何去引领这个人进入他们的心里面。他们本来就是内心极其矛盾的人，他们希望自己是完美优秀的，总想把自己最好的一面拿给别人看。

双子是非常向往自由的，可是内心也在崇尚着某个方向，双子很反复的内心世界在成长的日子里没人能体会。如此一来，双子就更矛盾了……在崩溃的边缘，没办法发泄，双子只能笑。

双子的笑很纯净，双子笑起来也很调皮。其实双子本来就是个很简单的人，任何的心计都只会弄巧成拙

四、聪明 & 反复无常

双子一般都有个聪明的脑袋，跟其他的孩子比起来，双子似乎是很有优势的。所以，双子在幼年时，一般都很骄傲，有飞扬跋扈、不可一世的态度。

双子也自认比别人聪明，他们常常会用自己的标准去要求别人。双子凡事都有自己的标准和原则。双子没耐心，这是人们所共知的：你自己的事情自己解决，不懂的话去学去想。让他们把话再重复一遍，或许他们还可以保持绅士风度，若要让他们重复第三遍的话……

都说双子反复无常。最典型的一个画面就是：当所有的人都在很开心的大笑时，双子会突然沉默，然后独自一人走开……明明上一刻还很开心，下一刻就成了一副死鱼脸。

在上面有说到，双子经常会被莫名的悲伤笼罩。当这种悲伤排山倒海的压向双子时，他们真的会不知所措。不知该如何表达发泄出来，只能自己默默忍受。

双子的想法变得很快，总有很多鬼主意。可如果让双子一直呆在一个枯燥无聊的环境中，久而久之，双子便会失去自身原有的光泽，变得很平庸，没有想法、没有个性。

双子的思想也很有弹性，没有绝对的黑白之分。在评断事务时，不会主观地决定善恶黑白。因此，这样使双子的想法具有通融性，但这种弹性的思考有时会招致“意见模棱两可”的批评。

thx to http://jia-qi.blog.friendster.com/ and carol

关于我的星座分析（准）

2008-12-26T12:09:00.001+08:00

双子座终极完美分析
有很多的朋友，可是'看起来朋友很多，可是知心的没有几个'这句话很深刻的形容了双子。双子很能说话，他跟别人可以天南地北的聊，可以聊得很八卦，也会聊一些很严肃的话题。双子可以跟你聊很多东西，可是注意了，他都只是跟你聊一些不关自己的事。随便他跟你说些什么，可是跟自己有关的都只是些皮毛而已。比如，今天又有某个明星怎样怎样了；隔壁班有多少美女帅哥的。关于自己的事，他几乎是不说的，就算是说，也是说一些关于自己无关痛痒的事。当你想更进一步的了解双子，他会很自然的把话题给扯开。

对于自信的双子来说，他又同时很没有安全感，这是双子特有的矛盾。他喜欢把自己重重包围住，不让自己暴露。对于双子来说，如果在一个还不了解的人面前把自己暴露了，就等于让别人抓住了自己的把柄。这样就失去了一定的优势。当双子感到独孤悲伤时，只会一个人躲在房间里哭，或者一个人郁闷着。

双子也很怕被伤害，很多时候宁愿自己承受一切，也不愿别人抓住自己的把柄。所以久而久之也就养成了习惯。双子基本上也是个很痛苦的人。表面上总是很有活力，很快乐的样子，可是没人的时候他又总是很忧伤。双子总会被一种莫名的悲伤笼罩。但他不会让别人发现的，他怕被伤害，也怕被别人抛弃，只能自己硬挺着一切。所以双子很神经质，精神脆弱，容易人格分裂，因为承受了太多的东西.
一般来说双子的孩子都很早熟。双子对很多的东西都在乎得要命，可是表面上就是看起来什么都不在乎。双子并不是故意要掩饰自己，上面说了，这只是一种习惯了，可是在外人看来他就成了虚伪的人。

双子是被公认的最花心、最冷酷无情的星座。其实对于双子的花心，真的不想再说些什么了。解释得太多，累了，也没耐心了。可是说起双子，就不得不提感情，双子这一生，似乎必须被感情牵伴，跟爱情纠缠一世。很多人说双子并不花心，只是博爱，所以才会有那么好的人缘。忘了在哪里看见了这样的一句话：双子最大的悲哀在于有两个人的思想，却只有一个人的身体，双子有爱自己所爱的人的权利，也有保护彼此所爱的人的义务，双子只剩下一个时，爱也就只剩下义务了。
我想用如来若去说的一句话给双子的花心做个总结：花心的极端就是痴心的可怕。该懂的人应该会懂的。至于冷酷无情真的不知道该从何说起。其实双子是最平和的星座，如果可以不发生冲突，都会尽量避免。双子也很少跟别人吵架，他讨厌吵架，如果是因为一些生活琐碎小事吵架，那么双子就在吵完的那一刻就把这件事给忘了；

要双子真的跟你翻脸，除非是你的所作所为或所说的话实在让双子不能忍受，这时他会很鄙视得看你一眼，然后头也不回地走掉，甚至会不给你留面子地离开。这时你一辈子也别想再和他和好了，就算有的双子碍于面子和你再成为朋友，但是他们已经对你鄙视到了极点，只不过维持着这一层不得不维持的'朋友'关系其实，很大一部分双子，对待感情是非常专一的，之所以给人留下花心的美名，是因为很少有人能够让略带童心的双子动真感情，不是双子铁石心肠，而是双子个性里面天生有一些忧郁，一些潜在的不自信，只是双子隐藏的深入，可是一旦让双子动了真感情，那么恭喜你了，双子的天真，率直，外加表达能力丰富，一定能让你获得很多快乐。

每个双子都有一个故事隐藏在心里，多数是不堪回首的往事，双子是个念旧或者说是喜欢沉浸在回忆中的星座，他（她）的这个故事通常都是因情所困，动了感情而被伤害了的双子是脆弱的，也是坚强的，他（她）可以很快的振作起来，可以当什么事都没有发生，这些都是双子演给世人看的罢了，等到夜深人静的时候，双子内心的伤痛随着血液渗透到全身，他（她）可以一整夜的去回忆之前的点点滴滴，可以一整夜的沉浸在痛苦之中，可以一整夜坐在那里发呆，但是，一旦天亮了，要出去见人了，双子马上就从痛苦中抽身而走，你看到的肯定是一个神采奕奕的双子，这就是双子，拥有双重性格的双子，一个在世人面前乐天，快乐，在孤独夜晚独自伤悲的双子。

双子的爱是最永恒的，可以付出一切，有人说我们花心，那时我们没有真正的爱，当双子爱上一个人的时候是痛苦的，因为我们太敏感。假如双子爱上了一个不爱自己的人，那莫我相信他永远都不会再爱了，当爱给过了一个人，他再也没有能力再付出了，其实太多的人都不懂我们，其实连我们自己都不懂自己，我们很会伪装，很会说谎，但我们最细腻，对感情最敏感，双子的爱与悲伤，谁又真的了解！

thx to dirty secret, dirtysecret777@blogspot.com

lonely, blank, empty

2008-12-24T22:38:00.003+08:00

Christmas eve.. Celebrating alone.. With computer... Wish me merry christmas and a happy new year =) cheers!!

为什么呢？

2008-09-14T00:07:00.002+08:00

12点了。刚看完他的部落格，心里不是滋味。她是她吗？如果是，那我真是羡慕死了。2008年的生日，没有她的祝福。以为忘了，怎知还纠缠不清。这是什么心情啊？我不要。

Ctitical thinking? think critically?

2008-08-31T11:37:00.001+08:00

I have start a blog under critical thinking assignment. Feel free to drop by and leave some comment..

b101674novicex.blogspot.com

Cheers

How~

26 August 2008

2008-08-26T23:02:00.002+08:00

Today, two things happen in my life... One, Anwar won with majority of about 15000. This means there are possibilities that the Malaysia government adminstation will change in September 16, since Anwar said that there will be at least 30 BN ppl will "jump" into Pakatan Rakyat. It doesnot matter who is the leader of the country, as a citizen, I just want peace. I also hoping a more transparent government with less corruption. I do not say zero corruption as personally I think that it will be impossible, in Malaysia. Pakatan Rakyat, hope you all will administrate Malaysia in a better way compare to BN and bring fortune to Malaysian. All the best =)

Secondly, i am admitted into src cyberjaya - student representative council. This means that I will have more responsibility other than being a student who only persuade academic results. I can manage it!!!

This will be the starting point of being a better leader...

i will bz until final exam liao

2008-08-16T20:34:00.002+08:00

aiks... uni life is it only exam and assignment? Next week i will be having 3 exam.. Din really sleep for few days already.. Hope that later will become better.. I have submitted the form to be member of Student Representative Council. Hopefully i can manage it... Today i met a guy call Patrik. He analyzes the rational of doing Diploma rather than doing STPM. He said even though taking diploma cost about 10k, but then most of the subject can be credit transferred... It is true.. But I will only advise those who know which industry you want to involve in take the Diploma... For those who do not sure of the future path, mayb jz take STPM and find it out. I am STPM leaver, there are good thing about STPM also... For me, diploma might be more stressful.. As the life of diploma is like degree, as where i am experiencing now. Correct me if i am wrong =)

malaysian university student...

2008-08-12T17:02:00.002+08:00

I feel that, in university, achieving good grade is not enough.

I found out that most of the university students do not pay attention on the current issues.

I used to be like that.

Since March 8, I start to get to know more about malaysia politics.

This is our country, we live here, I feel that we should know what is going on.

Not only beside our life in university, but the country.

Heres are the recommend links.

The online chinese news right, i recommend those who know chinese plez take a look.

Coming out is "the nut graph" online news.

The post in this website are analyzed before posting as what they claim.

This is good as we will expose to more, rather than just know the pure news without analysis.

Give a visit regularly.

N I recommend those wid blog, put this link on ur blog.

If let say u all found other website which is good, send an email to me, L_chia_how@hotmai.com

Then I will put the links here.

I hope that this link can some sort like brainstorming the mind of university students.

ALL THE BEST!!

uni life

2008-07-10T21:28:00.002+08:00

I am not succeeded in enrolling into SMU. Recently, I lost some sort of support. Some internal support. Not really feeling good now. In university, we will meet up with different kind of people. We will have group assignment. But i feel very disappointed as the team are not cooperative enough. I feel like hard to breath. Lecturer gives me the power to write an zero on their assignment paper. Somehow, i do not wish to do so. I just need a medium for me to release my stress. What should I do with them? Wanna held a meeting also cannot. Is it my problem?? Ah... Hope all things will be alright.... New life experience... I wish I can survive.. I must survive.. I must..

可以不买保险是好的

2008-05-14T18:31:00.002+08:00

如果可以不买保险是好的。
这代表某人已经很成功，已经非常非常有钱了！
但是,
如果我们不是超级有钱人，
我们不知道意外和疾病几时会来找我们.
所以,
我们每个都需要买保险.
但是,
我们也有权力不要买保险.
因为,
我们跟自己的口袋买保险.

雨天

2008-05-11T12:12:00.000+08:00

一早起身，阳光普照。

心想，又是一个美好的一天。

起床，进厕所，刷牙，拉大。

干完后，烧香拜拜神。

过后就看报纸，让自己了解周围在发生什么事，世界又发生什么事。

九点了，要开会了。

匆忙骑了摩多车就出去了。

因为不用给泊车费，又不用怕塞车嘛！

开完会，有事得先回家。

看看天空。

奇怪，天灰了。

不是吧！

早上天气还好好的，突然就好像要下雨了。

最近的天气真是神经病的。

不管了，快快回家是上上之策。

着了摩多引擎，就往家的方向走了。

但还是不够天气快，下雨了。

嘿，拜托啦！让我先回家吧！

但无情的雨还是倾盆而下。

结果呢？

一时的匆忙忘了带雨衣，搞到变鸡了咯！

回到家，湿透了。

过后就快快去冲凉。

感冒了就不得了！

这场雨真无情，趁我没有准备，把我淋湿。

早知如果我有带雨衣就好了。

但早知没乞丐。

大家都会这样说。

其实无情的雨就如无情的意外；雨衣就是保险。

我们不能预测未来，只能防患未然。

如果有雨衣，我就不用被淋湿。

如果有对的保险，发生任何意外，我不用烦恼钱的问题了。

意外就是无法预测。

如果没有保险，意外发生需要500令吉我能负担得起。

需要5，000令吉我能借。

如果需要50，000令吉我就头痛了。

成为保险代理后知道了一个很残酷的事实。

很多人死，不是因为中了什么不治之症，不是因为病情很严重。

而是因为没钱医病。

结果只能等死。

这是很悲哀的。

他们有权利继续生活的。

只是他们很不幸的，他们没遇上一个好的保险代理。

他们没有投保。

这些事多得很，街上问问就能知道了。

所以什么时候应该买保险？

答案是现在。

趁自己还健康，有能力的时候就投保。

别等了。

我们不能预知未来。

我的舅舅

2008-05-11T12:11:00.000+08:00

事情已经过了好几年，但是我还记得。

我的舅舅当时是一名商人，也是政治人物。

最记得当时还没学摩多。

因为在乡下，小孩们很小就懂得骑摩多了。

那时我就贪爽，骑了舅舅的摩多，准备骑去我的外婆家。

因为想到外婆家离舅舅的家只是一条街，应该没事的。

但不会就是不会。

我骑着摩多，撞向舅舅的宾士汽车了。

旁边的灯掉下来了！

慌！慌！

宾士的一个灯都要几百令吉的。

这次完蛋了！

加上之前我跟舅舅的关系也不是很好，总觉得他很严肃。

也觉得他不太喜欢我。

想到这里，我犹豫了。

要不要告诉他？

当晚其实是要参加亲戚的婚宴的。

最后，还是决定告诉他。

意想不到的，他说没关系。

他原谅我！

那时舅母说，我这小孩蛮不错的，敢做敢当。

从此，我跟舅舅和舅母的关系变得很好了。

甚至到现在，我把舅母当成我母亲般。

因为蛮聊得来的！

但很不幸的，我和舅舅的关系开始好时，他在一场意外去世了。

当晚，舅舅坐在他的丰田里，被一辆油槽车撞上了。

就这样，舅舅离开了。

当天我像往常一样，从学校回来，脱了鞋，走进屋里。

看见我妈哭了。

她一直问：“为什么会这样的？”

“为什么会这样的？”

她一直重复这句话。

我答不了她。

我现在回忆起当天的情景，也感觉伤心起来了。

家里剩下舅母，和四个孩子。

最大的孩子和我同年。

全部的孩子都还在念书。

未来的生活如何？

保险金赔出来了。

这笔钱暂时解决了他们的生活费。

过后，最大的孩子读MATRIK。

第二的孩子拿到JPA。

上天保佑。

当然，如果让我们做选择，我们要我们的家人，而不是保险金。

家人永远是最重要的。

但你是否了解保险有多重要吗？

有保险，身为一家之主的走了，只会带走一个人。

没有保险，身为一家之主的走了，是会把一家人一起带走。

因为一家之主走了，家庭的生活费成了问题。

这就是为什么保险如此重要。

身为一家之主的你，投保了吗？

保险不是不吉祥的东西。

它是在你万一发生意外的时候，代替你，照顾你家人的起居饮食。

它让爱，传承到你的家人，你的下一代。

未来的事我们不能预测。

为了自己，为了家人。

请尽早投保。

我是我爸妈的孩子

2008-05-11T12:09:00.000+08:00

我在家中排行第三。

我爸妈当时一结婚就生了我哥。

过后到我姐。

过后当然轮到我出生咯！

当时我爸是一名教师。

他很独立。

车子屋子都是自己买自己供。

但大家都知道，当教师的薪水不高。

当时的薪水大部分都拿去供车供屋。

生活很苦。

没办法，当时我爸妈只好挨。

因为他们不吃，孩子也得吃啊！

爸爸那时开始就天昏地暗的教补习。

妈妈则为了帮补家用，帮别人洗衣服。

生活真的真的很苦，都要挨的！

这都是为了家里的孩子。

慢慢孩子长大了。

家庭的状况也慢慢变好了。

因为我妈也有卖些厨房用具，一卖就是二十年。

转眼现在我爸也退休了。

没当教师了。

爸妈累积了一笔养老金，准备退休生活。

但这时的我，没办法，必须再次用他们的钱了。

因为如果新加坡接受我，我会去新加坡升学。

每个月大概需要2，000令吉左右。

所以，如果真的到新加坡升学，我就没有后路了。

只有往前走。

好好读书。将来赚钱养回他们。

让他们去环游世界。

这就是我报答他们的方法。

身为孩子的，都应该这样做。

除此之外，我未来也为自己投保。

因为这样可以保障爸妈的退休金。